For the past few months, I have not been myself. Something came over me, something which I cannot control, for I have no knowledge, or experience to handle it.
And I got burnt.
Honestly, it was the most painful event in my life, yet. The feeling of despair came over me, and I do not feel that I am worthy of anything at all. No one is to be blamed, but I did burden myself with it for a while.
But time passes. And the pain isn't that painful anymore. And a revelation came, where I realised that there is something beyond this. Life. My life.
Only now do I see that there is something in store for me in the future. The Japan Project. The opportunity to compete in international debate competitions. The chance to study in London. Or Tokyo. Or Lisbon. My career as a lecturer. Visit the world. Find new friends. Or anything else that the Good God has not revealed to me yet. And my worth is re-established.
For all of this, I have no regrets for the past few months. I'm back on my feet, and I will no longer show weakness.
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